I hate men, I hate the way they smell, I hate how they're always loud, I hate that they're insensitive a pretend they don't have emotions to make them feel like they're stronger.
I can't sleep because everyone else in my dorm is being ridiculously loud it's almost two in the morning. I don't want to start confrontation so I'm not saying anything. I'm afraid I'm going to have to live in a dorm next year too.
My parents were thinking about buying a house down her and renting it out to me and others. They kind of plan on living down here later in life, but I kind of ruined that when I informed them that I was applying for a transfer. I'm not going to, I just wanted to keep my options open. Everything about the transfer was doable but I don't want to leave. I think I'm going to switch majors to computing and the arts instead of a B.S. in computer science. I think i'll be happier that way. I want a space to myself. Well, that's not completely true, but it's true enough. And I would have loved it if they bought a place I could stay in during my time here.
It amazes me how much I've grown in these last three years. I've completely changed so many times. I want to get better, so badly for my sake, and for everything I want in this life. "No one gets a lifetime rehearsal"
I saw Invictus recently, it was really inspiring. It kind of made me realize that I have a choice of what way I am, I am the master of my fate. I can choose what to do, and where to go. And I choose up. I want to actively work for all that I hold dear.
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