Counseling

I had a counseling session yesterday, most of what we did was background, but I'm getting the feeling that this woman isn't good enough to help me. I say this because I get the sense that I could convince this woman that I'm okay. She has no Idea how badly I am doing. At the moment, I should probably be seeing someone twice a week and she was trying to give me another session in two weeks. I feel like she buys all the defenses I throw up. This is a problem, maybe if she knew who I was before all of this she would be fine, she might has some grasp of what I should be like, but she doesn't, she's also an intern and I honestly think I need more help than this.